Haven't made a post on here in a long time I think. So going to update those interested on what is going on with me that doesn't concern my writing. I am now the Backup of the Head of File Maintenance at Work, I am in General Merchandise Stocking, and I just today had my first day as a Checker. Personally I don't like being Checker. First of all I'm not allowed to be me, and I have to fake being upbeat and phony, which I don't care for. I wish I worked somewhere I could just be genuine. I'm sorry but normal people aren't always drugged up happy like upbeat people or perky people. In real life I can't stand people who are always perky happy. Being happy all the time is one thing but being perky happy annoys the hell out of me. Like those people who bounce out of bed with a big smile on their face and ready to face the world with a bright big smile. I just want to take a hammer to bash in their brains as they're the type that usually seem not to be using them anyway. I don't see how they can be so happy first thing in the morning. I am just not a morning person....unless I've stayed up all night...but even then I'm more tired then perky.
Secondly I took on all this added responsibilities at work and I'm still getting paid despite job title/position change that I'm still being paid as if I was Courtesy Clerk. Which is another piss off to me. I love being in File Maintenance and GM Stocking as I can do my own thing and there isn't as much pressure as being a Checker. I mean there is pressure in GM and FM but it's more a pressure I can handle as my dealing with the public is a lot more limited. I'm an INTROVERT and an introvert I shall remain. I am a private person and when someone behind a counter asks me things like What's going on this weekend or something along those lines I tell them as a snap response with no thought behind of it as meaning to be rude, "It's none of your damn business." Personally when I shop I just want to get my shit and get out. I don't want to form a bond with some can jocky if you get my drift. Not that I want people to be rude to me..it's just their is no need to be overly friendly...like some big golden retriever or lab that wants to hump your leg because they like you so much.
So that is what is currently been going on with me. Type more when I more to type on here. Oh I almost forgot Matsuri is coming again soon. It'll be February this time. YAY I hope I get off for it.
