For the first time ever in my life I am having Christmas all by myself without any family. It made me think of this song.
Judy Garland Merry Little X-Mas
It feels strange that I'm going to be all on my own for Christmas, but I suppose it's just something I need to get used to, I am not a little kid any more; but despite that it's hard to think of being on my own for this holiday of all holidays. But it is what it is. My Christmas Plans got cancelled at the very last minute, but it's not like something I can easily reschedule as my job has me working all kinds of crazy hours and I never know what I'm working from week to week. The store is closed on Christmas so that's really only one day I know I have off, so even after I got my job I was still able to spend christmas with my family...but this year unexpected things happened and I'm spending it with just me and my cats. Not much more to say so I'll simply close with this song
Blue Christmas